Alex Nico @[email protected]
64 subscribers - no pronouns :c
Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hi fellas, please wait a bit longer for my new posts, I'm really sorry. I have so many things on my mind and I'm overthinking everything. On top of that, my mental health issues, anxiety and depression. I really can't handle it. You go to sleep crying, and wake up exhausted. I know I need to talk to someone or reach out to people, but how can I do that when it's my own family who is the reason my depression worsens? I will talk to my mom about this, but what will happen? She will just scold me and humiliate me. No one in my family understands me, no one listens to me. They don't understand me. Honestly, I have a mother who is kind to me and loves me, and a father who buys me everything I want and I love them for that, but...... The understanding of my feelings and listening to me about my sadness and anxiety, they don't prioritize or listen to it, and the same goes for my siblings. They also get angry with me and don't have time to listen to me. I'm really, really tired. What use am I in this world? You know, fella, that feeling when one day your family is happy and kind to you, and then the next day they're not. Why is it so hard to be happy?.. My family sometimes fights too. It's sad, it's heartbreaking. You know, fellas, to be honest, if there were a building here, I would really jump. I always hurt myself because of this depression and anxiety. Because I really want to end this sadness. If it were possible to give my life to someone who still wants to live, I would have already done it. Another thing is, I can't face and get along with people. I overthink what I'm going to say, and that's another reason why my family, especially my mom, gets angry with me. I'm also an upcoming college freshman and I'm really scared and extremely nervous. Here we go again with the small talk, meeting up with toxic people, mean teachers, (I'm thinking of so many worst-case scenarios). On top of that, there's the tuition and other expenses like uniforms and school supplies. And financial problems) I repeat, I really can't take it anymore, I want to die and disappear from this world. I'm giving up.
Lord, I can't take it anymore. I really can't.
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I'm gonna make straight love story next y'all. Just wait for the deadline. I'm just stress out and burned out lately .... Just wait for the upcoming story. Thanks and please like and subscribe. Thank you very much for the support fellas.
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Do you want me to make more.........
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Guys watch my new shorts. New posts, new story to binge watch. Froyo yolo!
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Watch my new posts on Shorts and video playlist. Thanks and God bless!
By the way guys, l change my channel name and my profile picture.......let me know what you guys think 🤔
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Thank you everyone for 50 subscribers!. I appreciated it and lm sorry for not posting these days because lm busy with school (stress, exhausted, tired) . Again lm sorry.
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Guys, let me know what you think of my drawing/art ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌
(I'm not really good at drawing though) (ー_ー゛)
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Hey guys, check out my new short post! I just posted about my favorite band called 'ABSNT MIND'
@AbsntMindMusic
You guys should check them out because they're really good, talented, and a great band. I highly recommend you watch and check them out. ｡◕‿◕｡
And sorry guys, I haven't been able to post for a while because I've been busy with school and have a lot on my plate. Plus, I've been stressed, tired, and exhausted. So, I really apologize for that. (´;︵;`)
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Guys! Check out my new short that l post 😀 📯 📯 📯
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hi guys I'm Alex this channel is random why? because l make stories, edits, vlog etc... so if you like it please subscribed to my channel 🔔 . thanks and God bless.